I unabasadly enjoy being crazy and old.
I was not a fantastic young person - too nervous, too silly, and too timid.
However, Julia at almost-56 is a tiger of a different, saltier stripe.
My brain is still broken and has been for two years. Just now am I coming to a slow, silly grasp of what it means to be fizzy all the time, never quite settled.
I am ready for today.